The smile on my face is so deceiving. It is there in place of the turmoil I feel deep within in me. The smile is there so that no one will know just how dead I feel inside. Especially, my family!
My life was turned upside down, inside out and scattered everywhere. I moved to SoCal to be with family and although, I love and appreciate them, I am not happy here. I do not feel the vibe at all.
Yes, it’s nice being just a few miles from the beaches but that’s played out for me. I don’t find it interesting enough to want to hang out there.
I’ve searched the Meetup groups to find things to do with people who have similar interests, but most of their hikes are too far or near the beaches.
But the desert!!! I love being in the desert. The desert🌵is calling me back! It speaks to me and is so inviting. There are so many places to hike, scramble, boulder, and within driving distance. There are a ton of groups with people who have the same interest. There are so many events planned by organizers with a lot of experience.
That’s my kind of people! That’s where I belong. That’s where my heart desires to be! That’s where I feel I will come back to life.